boa constrictor
this is the first album mixtape that i released ~~~ ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
i recorded the project for 2 weeks in october of 2024
some songs are old, some were made on the spot..
my friend sunny (kelxton) owns the cat in the cover!!
these are the original photos and outtakes
the album cover came first. visuals inspire and motivate me the most, which is why i usually come up with the aesthetics of a project before i make the music
this instrumental was supposed to include
a soundbite of charlie brown bringing
snoopy home for the first time...
i cut it out of the song bc i was scared
i'd get sued by Peanuts (you can still hear the bus leaving at the start of the song)
starving
i know you
i love you
im dying
with no shoes
i cant choose
im reckless
im brazen
im loud
youre perfect
youre safe with me now
thinking an angel is yawning
i woke up alarmed to the sound of your voice
explicitly patient and waning
i dont know why, just know it wasnt my choice
tell me
im crazy
im down
im sick and
im wicked with doubt
parading
a ground made of stone
with you im never alone
thinking an angel is yawning
i woke up alarmed to the sound of your voice
explicitly patient and waning
i dont know why, just know it wasnt my choice
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a red nose
a quiet room
the looping tape machine
a foreign passport
a hanging rope
a cyclone fallacy
i resent you for your constant change of mind
you say you love me but you only call me twice in a week
a crimson rose
a crying moon
the distant siren call
eleven days
ill be there soon
a simple way to fall
i resent you for your constant change of mind
you say you love me but you only call me twice in a week
henry knows
henry knows where to go
i am old
i am old and im dead
he said he loved me
i didnt trust him one bit
i let him grasp me
i didnt like it one bit
God, i knew it was over
but i thought you wouldve stayed a bit longer
or atleast stay the same as you were
but i cant help but notice when you speak
i see your father's influence take heed
and that is something you should be worried of
and ill admit i miss the part of you that was a person worth talking to
and now theres two of you
baptized and possibly just ant bites
im half as tall and twice as wrong
you said "i had a shrink"
and i got defensive
the news came on and everyone else went silent
a lucky man who made the grade
shot his head in the passenger seat of his car
and though the crowd was turned away
the air was thick enough to feel the weight
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i was listening to a lot of rilo kiley while making this album
and you can hear alot of the influences, especially from plane crash in c
you were the fire
i was a liar that didnt how it would end
i let wrath consume me
i split the wire
you had the cord plugged to the wall
i guess its obvious you want to kill me
im sorry nora i was only doing what i could do best
send forth the gold
dont try to climb too low
its cynical, the wrath you bare
it seeps into me
im sorry nora i was only doing what i could do best
